Wednesday, October 14, 2009

trip to Ibika Campus



you say hi to me with a smile
a smile of a thousand words
words only known by your heart
your heart informed by your mind
your mind analyzed the beauty seen by your eyes


you looked at my direction and i paid attention
but still love you otherwise
because of those unknown words


that say "i love you
please look at me
with a smile of four words
words only known by your heart
your heart informed by your mind
while your mind analyzes my handsomeness with those sexy brown eyes"


then say to me 'i love you too...'

is this a new love
or just another lust
how do i know i love her
when her heart seems so far yet so close


she is beautiful
i have found absolute beauty in her
her soft warm touch
prevents me from taking a bath
because i don't want to lose her touch


her silky smooth skin
reminds me of whipped cream
as i hold her tightly
on our special night
up until the morning light


i cant forget her lips
with an unforgettable taste
like a heavenly fruit


the look from her eyes
has left me blinded by love
i am a sinner who is falling in love with an angel
realizing that i mean every word

but because of my reputation
she thinks it is one of my tricks...
i hope one day you will know that i'm in love with you.

a stress fully disturbed mind
how terrible
as it eats away my soul
leaving the flesh with a hole
i try to break free from this spiritual bondage
this spiritual dungeon
of the soulless children that have lost their ways

every time i try to escape
the thorns that have encircled my heart
sink deeper ans deeper
draining all the life force out of my body
i stand and watch
as my soul drifts away
waving goodbye with a smile
because it no longer feels the pain

the floor i stand on is wet
wet of the blood that drips out of my heart
crying seems useless
because my voice echoes in this room with no exit

locked up in this dimension
as the real world doesn't notice the cry
the cry of a dying man

finally I'm no longer living
but but the real world lives on saying
that I'm still alive
no wonder they say that, because this is spiritual suicide

only those with spiritual eyes can see my death....

i come among the people like a shadow
i sit down by each mans side
non sees me, but they look on one another
and know that i am there

my silence is like the silence of the tide
that buries the playground of children
like the deepening of frost in the slow night

when birds are dead in the morning
armies trample, invade, destroy
with guns roaring from earth and air

i am more terrible than armies
i am more feared than cannon
kings and chancellors give commands
i give no commands to any
but i am listened to more than kings
and more than passionate orators

i unswear words and undo deeds
naked things know me
i am first and last to be felt of the living
i am hunger.....

by: MISS MADELA

unexpectedly she promised me
she promised to love me
as though she couldn't begin to hate me
she said i had sexy eyes
which were the very eyes she feared

a smile
a smile she claimed it made her sick
a compliment that makes you think twice
but i was a fool to think it was all good

she said i was the one in her life
surely number two was to follow
maybe it was a speech narrowed down for every guy she met
of course i was the one in her life
few days later i met number two

she said I'm the source of her life
OK God, I'm sorry because you've been kicked out
I'm the guy who sits on the throne

she said "our love will never die"
wait a minute!
was this love born or was it another thought
a thought in our minds
"no one can stop our love"
yeah true! except the people who started it

i will love you forever
well i wont disagree with you
because i have no clue of what goes on in your head

for a moment i changed my view
and she wasted no time in repeating
repeating all she said to me
to no other but my best friend
when we thought she was done
she just kept on like a scratch on a CD.....

Tuesday, October 13, 2009


i fell in love with her one day

and i knew that i needed the right broom to sweep her off her feet

my hopeless romantic Spanish flow did that for me


at first it was a love tainted fantasy

that would create a presence of love

making every man wish he were in love

but all she wanted was reality


i told her that i wanted a fantasy

of us romancing endlessly

but she she still wanted reality

because that is not how she wanted our to be


i made promises of a future far beyond our time

but she still demanded reality

this reality of me being her sex puppet


oh baby i can see us riding off into the sunset

in our own special yart

and living happily ever after

she said "spontaneous dreams i had"

reality was the inevitability of our relationship


my dreams of love were shattered

my feelings crippled

a gun held up on my head and shot

and yet she still wanted reality....