these are apologies of man who has treated a woman wrongly and now he has found the error of his ways, he wishes for forgiveness from the woman that he loves dearly...
This is not a story or a letter but its a short message of apology from me to you.
love is a very wonderful element of life, so Wonderful that it comes at a high price when you wish to have it if your life. once you have obtained it and made it part of you, the comfort and the sense of belonging you get from it makes you forget about the world's problems. you forget how much it costed you to get it. it becomes so painful when you lose it, when you lose the one you love and you begin to realise how much you have lost.
due to my ignorance an selfishness, also not being thoughtful of how you felt. i have now lost you into another man's arms. i now realise that i cant be without you. what I'm saying surely could be what every individual may say when they lose their one true love. you might be thinking that its pathetic of me but please just know all I'm writing comes from my heart. there might be a chance that i will find you again but where ever you may be, i just want to let you know that I'm loving you always and i could never love anyone like the way i loved you.
losing you has reminded me of a few wise words that were given to me by a man who lost his lover. this man felt just as me, unfortunately the love of his life never returned. he said to me that he searched for his love right up to the end of the earth but she was no where to be found. now he made me promise that i will remember his words everyday of my life.......these words said: "(in a sad tone) never take a person for granted, love them with all your heart, cherish them everyday of their lives because if you don't do so, one you day you will wake up and realise that you have lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones..*sigh*"
could it be that you were my diamond?
oh my love, it guess i have lost you forever because the man who has found you realised how precious you are and i don't think he would be willing to let you come back to me. all I'm asking for is your forgiveness....i had no intention of hurting you, it was my behaviour and stupidity that led me to make you feel unloved. i loved you then and i still love you even now. I'm not asking for much but your forgiveness. i don't want you to leave your new found man only because i have realised how important you are to me. i pray that one day i might find you again..**
ndiyohlala ndikuthanda ntombi yam,wena ntombi entle...ntombi endiyithanda ngetliziyo yam yonke.
