trip to Ibika Campus

you say hi to me with a smile

a smile of a thousand words

words only known by your heart

your heart informed by your mind

your mind analyzed the beauty seen by your eyes

you looked at my direction and i paid attention

but still love you otherwise

because of those unknown words

that say "i love you

please look at me

with a smile of four words

words only known by your heart

your heart informed by your mind

while your mind analyzes my handsomeness with those sexy brown eyes"

then say to me 'i love you too...'

is this a new love

or just another lust

how do i know i love her

when her heart seems so far yet so close

she is beautiful

i have found absolute beauty in her

her soft warm touch

prevents me from taking a bath

because i don't want to lose her touch

her silky smooth skin

reminds me of whipped cream

as i hold her tightly

on our special night

up until the morning light

i cant forget her lips

with an unforgettable taste

like a heavenly fruit

the look from her eyes

has left me blinded by love

i am a sinner who is falling in love with an angel

realizing that i mean every word

but because of my reputation

she thinks it is one of my tricks...

i hope one day you will know that i'm in love with you.

a stress fully disturbed mind
how terrible
as it eats away my soul
leaving the flesh with a hole
i try to break free from this spiritual bondage
this spiritual dungeon
of the soulless children that have lost their ways

every time i try to escape
the thorns that have encircled my heart
sink deeper ans deeper
draining all the life force out of my body
i stand and watch
as my soul drifts away
waving goodbye with a smile
because it no longer feels the pain

the floor i stand on is wet
wet of the blood that drips out of my heart
crying seems useless
because my voice echoes in this room with no exit

locked up in this dimension
as the real world doesn't notice the cry
the cry of a dying man

finally I'm no longer living
but but the real world lives on saying
that I'm still alive
no wonder they say that, because this is spiritual suicide

only those with spiritual eyes can see my death....

i come among the people like a shadow
i sit down by each mans side
non sees me, but they look on one another
and know that i am there

my silence is like the silence of the tide
that buries the playground of children
like the deepening of frost in the slow night

when birds are dead in the morning
armies trample, invade, destroy
with guns roaring from earth and air

i am more terrible than armies
i am more feared than cannon
kings and chancellors give commands
i give no commands to any
but i am listened to more than kings
and more than passionate orators

i unswear words and undo deeds
naked things know me
i am first and last to be felt of the living
i am hunger.....

by: MISS MADELA

unexpectedly she promised me
she promised to love me
as though she couldn't begin to hate me
she said i had sexy eyes
which were the very eyes she feared

a smile
a smile she claimed it made her sick
a compliment that makes you think twice
but i was a fool to think it was all good

she said i was the one in her life
surely number two was to follow
maybe it was a speech narrowed down for every guy she met
of course i was the one in her life
few days later i met number two

she said I'm the source of her life
OK God, I'm sorry because you've been kicked out
I'm the guy who sits on the throne

she said "our love will never die"
wait a minute!
was this love born or was it another thought
a thought in our minds
"no one can stop our love"
yeah true! except the people who started it

i will love you forever
well i wont disagree with you
because i have no clue of what goes on in your head

for a moment i changed my view
and she wasted no time in repeating
repeating all she said to me
to no other but my best friend
when we thought she was done

she just kept on like a scratch on a CD.....

i fell in love with her one day

and i knew that i needed the right broom to sweep her off her feet

my hopeless romantic Spanish flow did that for me

at first it was a love tainted fantasy

that would create a presence of love

making every man wish he were in love

but all she wanted was reality

i told her that i wanted a fantasy

of us romancing endlessly

but she she still wanted reality

because that is not how she wanted our to be

i made promises of a future far beyond our time

but she still demanded reality

this reality of me being her sex puppet

oh baby i can see us riding off into the sunset

in our own special yart

and living happily ever after

she said "spontaneous dreams i had"

reality was the inevitability of our relationship

my dreams of love were shattered

my feelings crippled

a gun held up on my head and shot

and yet she still wanted reality....

Apologies of loving man

these are apologies of man who has treated a woman wrongly and now he has found the error of his ways, he wishes for forgiveness from the woman that he loves dearly...

This is not a story or a letter but its a short message of apology from me to you.

love is a very wonderful element of life, so Wonderful that it comes at a high price when you wish to have it if your life. once you have obtained it and made it part of you, the comfort and the sense of belonging you get from it makes you forget about the world's problems. you forget how much it costed you to get it. it becomes so painful when you lose it, when you lose the one you love and you begin to realise how much you have lost.

due to my ignorance an selfishness, also not being thoughtful of how you felt. i have now lost you into another man's arms. i now realise that i cant be without you. what I'm saying surely could be what every individual may say when they lose their one true love. you might be thinking that its pathetic of me but please just know all I'm writing comes from my heart. there might be a chance that i will find you again but where ever you may be, i just want to let you know that I'm loving you always and i could never love anyone like the way i loved you.

losing you has reminded me of a few wise words that were given to me by a man who lost his lover. this man felt just as me, unfortunately the love of his life never returned. he said to me that he searched for his love right up to the end of the earth but she was no where to be found. now he made me promise that i will remember his words everyday of my life.......these words said: "(in a sad tone) never take a person for granted, love them with all your heart, cherish them everyday of their lives because if you don't do so, one you day you will wake up and realise that you have lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones..*sigh*"

could it be that you were my diamond?

oh my love, it guess i have lost you forever because the man who has found you realised how precious you are and i don't think he would be willing to let you come back to me. all I'm asking for is your forgiveness....i had no intention of hurting you, it was my behaviour and stupidity that led me to make you feel unloved. i loved you then and i still love you even now. I'm not asking for much but your forgiveness. i don't want you to leave your new found man only because i have realised how important you are to me. i pray that one day i might find you again..**

ndiyohlala ndikuthanda ntombi yam,wena ntombi entle...ntombi endiyithanda ngetliziyo yam yonke.

dear lady of my dreams

i am inlove with you.anyway you know that!i know that you have been hurt before,we all get hurt by someone in our lives almost everyday.but then we shouldnt let those people put our lives on hold just because they hurt us.what im trying to say to you is that-all i need is to love and not hurt you.i know that might be hard to beleive kodwa all im asking for is a chance to prove to you that i dont want to hurt you. i was once like you but then i told myself that if im gonna hold on to what happened to me in the past then i will have no future at all....so since we all live our lives looking forward to the future,you shouldnt hold on to your past events.i know that you love me so plz dont let your broken heart be the reason for us not to be together, no matter how broken your heart is...plz give me an opportunity to put the pieces back together so that you may be able to love freely again.

i love you...

Life

Is life difficult?

Is life hard?

Why is it that we always complaining of how life is towards, when life itself never takes an initiative of complaining of how we treat it. We could impersonate life to a human figure so that we could be able to say that "life is rude,selfish,never considers anyone" but then is not a person and definitely not a thing that you can point fingers...

Life is a journey, it is a journey that a human is born in and in no ways can a human trade his/her journey a journey of another human being. We all just have to walk on our own paths to find our own destinations as they will never be the same. A life of a human being compared to another is like comparing greenness between two grass fields of different farms.

It is known that the grass is always greener on the other side, because the life one individual my seem perfect to you but only to find out that; the very same individual dreams of a life of another individual. Getting back to my point of the article, life is a straight and non complex or perplex road to an unknown destination. We as humans have been given the gifts of: free will and independent thinking.

free will

This is the most amazing gift that God granted to human beings. with gift you are able do anything with anyone forcing you to do it. The Devil does not force you to perform an evil act, all he does is entice of all the pleasures that you can get from doing what he requires you to do and then it comes to you to make the decision whether you will do it or not. That is also why God never enforces you to do anything because expects to act out on your own, then at a later stage you wont come back to blame God for the way life turned out to be due to your negligence and reckless living.

Independent thinking

This refers to your capability to reason and think freely as individual creating a culture called diversity. You alone you think by yourself, you can not be forced to think like someone else.

As we all think differently we have a share on our thinking as this ables us to able to work together, creating a network amongst ourselves; a network of people with similar ideas or interests that enables work and production to be effective on any task that is set out for us.

why people why?

1. we all live on one planet,this planet is called earth. its a planet that was created by God along with all the other planets, stars and moons. some may differ with my theory, especially for those who believe in science, those who believe that man was once a monkey but and his existence came from the evolution that occurred in our small little planet but if evolution was the cause then probably it wont just end here, there must be another evolution to man of which i don't know what man will turn into. so why do we always oppress each other about our different beliefs? why do we bring violence and suffering towards other fellow humans when these different beliefs that we have all preach one message that aims to affect every individual, it is a very simple and straight forward message: "peace be upon every living being"
   
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Why?

why is when im filled with confusion

why is when im clueless of reason to your actions

but "why" is all i think of lately

why give me the power to fly

when you wont let me spread my wings

and sore like a bird into new ventures

why give me the ability to think

when you dont like what i think of you

or the world that we live in

why give me the ability to reason

when you dont like my reasoning with you

whenever im right and you are wrong

why give me the ability to decide

when you become angry at me

when i make my own life's desicions

why give me the ability to love

but every girl i ever loved

you tlod me was not good enough for me

why the ability to speak

coz when i speak my mind

you tell me i'm in no position to speak such words

all my life i have thought, reasoned, decided,

loved and spoke my mind

but the is not a single moment you were ever proud of me....

well ask yourself this question

why was i given ability?

Emotionally bleeding

i am human

i'm human and i bleed

my heart bleeds from all the its aches and breaks

because of all the pain that you put me trough

you could have told me

that you are just another teenager who's never fallen inlove

instead of driving me insane

that led mo to spiritual suicide

a behaviour that i try to break free of

but everytime i tried to escape

my heart got scard

resulting to vulnerability

of receiving another heart ache

Damn girl! i hate you

for putting me through so much pain

than you should have revealed to me your aim

for me to be stuck in this dark and empty room of pain

as i bleed emotionally

because i loved you without shame...

"Devil's soldiers"

the Devil works in mysterious ways, always trying to destroy the souls of our brothers and sisters. there are many forms in which the dalways stay strong in believing in God and keep your faith strong as you might one day be possessed by the devil himself.....plz students pray at all times coz a prayer can save you from anything. plz guyz keep the faith strong...lets not let the devil create a play ground with our lives or the lives of those we love....Amen!evil comes to us, it can be Evil spirits, Demons, Witch craft, dreams, people misguiding us from the truth - the truth that we are all God's children. there are many more ways of the Devil that i can mention....

EVIL SPIRITS

These spirits can be in any form and they can possess anything that they can enter, as the host or the person that is possessed. you never know that you are possessed because once they break out, you lose control of yourself. you do things that you can never remember and everytime they use you, a part of your soul is being taken b y them way from you to point where they could even kill you if you are not helped to remove these spirits out of you. these spirits dont just go for anyone, they always target a person that is weak spiritual as it is easy fr them to enter than to go for a person that is with christ in their souls....

always stay strong in believing inn God and keep your faith strong as you might one day be possessed by the devil himself.....plz students pray at all times coz a prayer can save you from anything. plz guyz and girlz keep the faith in the Lord strong at all times...lets not let the devil create a play ground with our lives or the lives of those we love....lets all hold hands in prayer for evil to never enter our campus again in Jesus Christ's name

Amen!!

hala hala

i wanna say hi to the following people:
nomaAfrika,nomawonga,sphamandla,vuvu,phaphama,odwa,viwe,ayabonga,sira,vk,bling,sensitive,vuyo,the OMT1=Part-time class,sindi,ta-msiso,all WSU-ZMK SITE lecturers - especially Ms Xatula,cebo,hansie,sbu,fundiswa,pat,mawande,andile(ndosuke' nkhulule mna),zonke,sphiwe and to other WSU-ZMK SITE students....etc

sorry if i didnt mention your name...i promise to remember you next time!!! lol

I Love you guyz,girlz and lecturers!

peace be with you...

Unfortunate love

my love
oh my love
you were my inspiration, you were the only one who understood me, you were always secretive of all that i shared with you, the is not a single day you ever told anyone of our well kept secrets, you gave me the satisfaction only an endless number of women could offer, without you i was nothing but an empty bottle, you were the relief to my stress, i promised to marry you and you never said no because you were too speechless to say so.
and now that we are married, i knew that a promise to give birth to my children was of no need because you were there to please me in any way possible. we reached a point where we wanted to start our own family...but oh! i realized that you were just another BRANDY!! (BOLS PREMIUM BRANDY est.1545)
oh..my Bols

wise words that i dreamt

It is not that a
man speaks good nor evil to be wise but willingness of learning and
understanding the meaning of life...